my heart races when i think of you
growing louder as i see your face
and louder as i feel your touch
for you are perfect

my heart burns when i think of you
burning brighter as i wander through your past
and brighter as i want every bit of you
for i am imperfect

even though i hate you and your past
i still love you and you now
i hope i get over this soon
before i do something stupid

and kill myself