do you even love me?

we've held hands and cuddled
we've stayed up late nights together
i know you love me
you told me so

but i still doubt it all
i don't feel special at all
how can i trust you?
this is all a replay for you

i still doubt myself
i can't fulfill your desires
and i can't satisfy you
you won't love me after all

you deserve someone better than me.